Clear IT

I'm lost. That's the point. im such an unorganised one..Fck it! Week 8 gonna strike and there's so much thing to do. Assignments, Revision, FOA, hmmm~ im going to find myself back. Back to the form 3 form 5 WAR PERIOD MOOD. Soz for lettin' this blog abandoned for sooooooooo long. I shall block my fb as well! AHAHAH. So, Ciao..will be back soon the shitty shit Blog.

Actually

Actually, there's heaps of friends who cares for us=) you're not alone..when you feels something goes wrong. lil tips for you all.. Analyse the life quotes..you'll be strong !

因为我们都一样，因为身在异乡的我们，那种思念家的感觉是不会变的。每次听到他们说，有阿我每两个星期就回hometown一次。你想家就回咯。他们不会明白我们砂劳越人，我们也没那种心情去告诉他们。我们都知道，只有这样人生才能有突破，我们都知道必须去面对这一天。可是，我自己知道退去游戏的后果，还是想放弃。当时那才真的叫做放弃。那种恐惧是我没法去形容的。就像你说其他人为什么那么傻去自杀，最后自己跑去自杀。一样的。你说的我都明白，我们都必须经历。我没资格告诉你们很多，因为我差点就放弃了自己的人生。所以只能说，大家要加油。运慧，或许别人看你的篇章想的不是你想表达的。不要紧，因为你表弟我了解，真的了解你的心情。是一样的。

我们，美里见，这是现在我们唯一的推动力。离回家的日子不远了~

thank you ~

I dont know how to express my feelings now..what i can tell is..thanks..thanks to be there when i really need you guys..daddy mummy korkor jiejie..daddy,mummy,korkor..i feel so comfortable to talk to you all these days..thank you louis accompany me talk nonsense all the time..thanks nonok kerry, afterall you're the one tell me many things..thanks weihui~ you you you really help me get through this very very much~ i'll do something for you somedays..thanks amelia, thanks yunhui, chiak kang, chinkang , sylvester, shun yii..bunch of friends..lastly of coz you :) thank you so much..i cant promise what, i'll try my best..i just hope i can really get well well very soon..i know this will bother me for sometimes..hope i really can get thru this

心散了

终于，心里承受不了。 大爆炸了。大爆炸耗费浩大啊。对不起爸爸妈妈，让我任性一次。那几天我会让自己成长。答应你们我会做得更好。对不起啊。我爱你们。放弃真的很可怕的。不是每样东西都可以放弃的。该长大了~别想那么多了。

心声

好想回家啊！！ 不想再回来了。~ 自己生活到好累啊~

Convocation 2009

Happy Graduation To the Tan Tan Tan Jun Yen my jiejie. Beside her that one black black de have no relation with her eh~

4/7/1990 A boy was born

This post is dedicated to Leong Jeen Yan ...Jeenyan~ hmm this kawan i know him for just 2 years, but we got sooo much stories. We talk together , we sing together , we work together , we play together , we national treasuring together^^ (shhh) , we bath together(it's real) , we fight together , he pull my pant off and nearly took his life HAHA , we apologize to each other..bla bla endless stories we got~ He got his own style. No means no, yes means yes~ and your name is here " YANNNNNN THANK YOU FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY WISHHHH:) " Thanks god i have a friend like him, seriously .Got to know him and now i got a gang of buddies crazying around all the time. And here is it~4/7 HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! you're now 19th, too bad we cant celebrate for you there in tasmania. Wish you Good Luck in your dream. One day we'll gather and crazying around again. We're all waiting for you to come back Malaysia. Good Luck and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LEONG JEEN YAN YAN YAN

H1N1病毒

h1n1破百了。



请大家注意健康~ =)

十八的一天

这篇就白话点吧^^

真的很谢谢你们朋友~我珍惜你们的祝福=) 这一天，开始到结束，我都会记得的^^

1) Viavia the Ptingting =DDD
2) Ah Long the TikussS
3) Amanda Tiong the postgirl!
4) Corrie the twin
5) MeiaMelia the 12 years friend.
6) Marvin the Aussie Bestie!
7) Shirley the Prettie!
8) Wee Hwa the Boss of Pui
9) YunHui the so-called Cousin
10)Jennie Tie the 1 day younger Mate
11)Louis Ngu The Super Cow
12)Teck Chung the Logistic Boy
13)Choon Kiat the Ns Boy
14)Jacqualine Jong the nice nice girl
15)Emily Yong the tall one
16)Hui Wen the smart girl
17)Lester my lovely Singer
18)Joanne Wee the caring girl
19)Janet the pretty girl
20)Dick the Respectful ClanLord
21)Louis the SuperInterpretor+Mastermind
22)Poh Lim the primary Mate
23)Jilly the Chubby Chubby !
24)Jessie Ling the Head of Food
25)Siaw Yie the Smiley Yie (:
26)Leonard Lim the Future Pilot
27)Joanna Chua the Prettie Snoopy Lover
28)Edwin the Accounting Senior
29)Lii Chau the forever Class Monitor
30)Shu Chee the little girl
31)Ing Hung the Nice Boy
32)Sukseng the Close friend Guguwa :D
33)Vuikiong the engdaonist bestie!! i know you're special to be the last one everytime :))

谢谢你们的祝福^^放心我把每个祝福都保存起来了 =)

脱去外壳的蛹。

成型的蝴蝶。

成型的这一夜，

特别地，偶然地，慢慢飞行到高处瞭望

感受地， 看到的，得到的，是无价的。

是那把开启人生的列车钥匙。

遗失的那一角

它终于遇见那遗失的一角。













半载相遇了，相聚是喜悦的。












时间磨损了一切。改变了，它们合得不完美了。

破船

夜深人寂，神经血管的血液流程加倍，急速涌入大脑。

睡不着，没其它原因。还是多虑了。往事浮现那片汪洋大海，回忆依然清晰。

船随着浪花，飘了好久。船员们不知什么时候开始，对对方失去信任。不言不语的船员，难以莫测的心，言语中的不屑。船长咽下泪水。继续向大海航行。

再崭新的机身，浸入咸性十足的海水，航行无数风雨，顽固的棕褐色，谁也奈何不了~ 船员颓弃的眼神，像是从来没踏上甲板。

但是，这次的大海旅程，海风抚着脸的那感觉。这船，难道就这么被搁在靠岸的岩石后吗？=(

第一学期课程表

第一学期的课程表出了。时间有点紧凑ler。 =( 唯一满意的是一星期上四天罢了。

星期一
8.00-10.00 Eng
12.30- 2.00 IA
3.00-4.30 BM&S
4.30-6.00 HE


星期二
8.00-9.00 HE(L)
9.00-11.00 ME(L)

星期三
10.00-12.00 IA(L)
12.00-1.30 Eng


星期四
10.00-11.30 ME
3.00-5.00 BM&S(L)


累人的星期一 ~ 无奈无奈~~

缺

二十一世纪，这讲究包装的社会。依然，我不禁羡慕别人光艳亮丽的外表，对自己的欠缺耿耿于怀。

人的生命，都被划上一道缺口。曾经，恨不得缺口的存在。但，完美的人生，不经历大风大浪的人生。有意义吗？慢慢的，宽心接受生命的缺口了。

生命的缺口，好比背上的一根刺，警惕着布偶们，谦卑，怜惜，内心的感慨。

生命缺少苦难，骄傲破茧而出。沧桑，体会了人情世故。人生不需完美，有缺，福气逆流他人生命，补给严重缺口。

体认别人生命的欠缺，省略无谓的比较，珍惜自己眼前的一切。

人生的缺，永远不可爱。坦然接受，善待，火花依然能让眼前为之一亮。

聪明的人喜欢猜心，猜对了却失去自己的心 ；傻气的人喜欢给心， 被讥讽了却得到别人的心。

完美未必一直完美。缺不一定永远缺。

五二五0133协奏曲

莫名的懊恼，这样的日子，犹如月球漫步般。

你说，问题，都有它自己解决方法。

翻阅你我交集的那天。过去式，早已被世人遗忘。嘴边的甘草香味却是如此地回味无穷。

未进入本文前，心里是那刺激人类味蕾极限的，仔细地，翻阅了你的自序。

好多感触，那种莫及的心情难以形容。回想起，嘴角不禁提起。虽然短暂，至少了解了，内心的挣扎。由始至终，来源，渐渐历历在目。

没选择的人生，不叫人生。这里，我选择了，值得的下行路。一道选择性的道路，这次再也没有绳索，只靠手上唯一的手电筒去探索的 — 深渊。

第三阶

人生的起伏真的难以预料。曾经以为我能够掌握今后的生活，中三迈向中四的生活让我成长不少。中五更让我自信不少。真的，离开家庭后才觉得，我只是跨了一小步，今后的人生是漫长的，需要学习的，体验的，才渐渐靠近。如果现在不承担思念家的苦恼，那会何时了？其实这让我领悟了三阶段的生活。今后迈向成功之道的路途还很长远。渐渐习惯自立的生活后，我就要开始这漫长的人生旅程了。

个人的人生旅程都不同

“人们常说 ：" 人生苦短 ～ "

为何不选择甜的人生呢 ？？？”

摘录的一句话，当时看了真的不以为然，现在看一遍，觉得反义词这名词真是伟大至极。人生的苦与甜，的确是有选择性的。掌握人生观点因人而异。为何不选择甜的人生呢？ 人生充满荆棘，讨厌荆棘吗？那么，往另一方面想，有没有想过感谢荆棘，让我们成长的，也是荆棘。咬紧牙关，穿过这片地荆棘。一切都会改变的。

Home Sweet Home Alpha Villa 7-16

Currently, iM in here..The unit that belongs to Mirian. Much thankiuU to say to my friends. iM damn homesick when I came to KL. This is the only place that make me feel a lil bit in home. And , thanks to Sylvester, Shun Yii and Si Nan. They really comfort me when iM damn depressed. I still homesick, but slowly i get used to here already. I still need sometimes. Alpha Villa Floor 7-16 ~ can I visit you whenever I miss my home? =P

Carry On

No matter what, life still carry on~ My life will carry on. One day I can cope with every single matter. Easier. Hardship is just the beginning.

When

When? when can I board on you..and fly back to Miri Again? I miss Miri...Now everyone can fly...Can you bring me back now? =(

Thank You =D

Feel GOOD
ThankiuU Daddy, Mummy, Jiejie, P.Tingting, Jiejie's friends, Kawan-Kawan, Chung Liang, Chin Kang, Samson( for lending me his room one night), Chiak Kang, 3 beloved Interviewers and Star Education Scholarship^^

龙眼和荔枝之谜

荔枝呀荔枝，做么你妈妈把你生到好像龙眼的？上个星期去吉隆坡一天，我们去吃晚餐。哇~吃完了还有糖水喝哦,不错下。 喝一喝~哇哇，龙眼水。哪里懂？姐和朋友们讲是荔枝水wor~ 我每天在美里喝龙眼水加芒果汁都是酱的味道ler>.< 还是坚持是龙眼咯！ 然后不懂谁讲：你不信是荔枝你去问老板娘咯~

好咯， 我还是不信woh! 哪里可能~ 我从小吃龙眼吃大的ler~ 哪里懂？Giligulu问老板娘下: Oh这个是荔枝水。哇佬，老板娘，要不要酱哦？看不出我是外地人mie? 不会骗他们讲是龙眼哈？唉哟。哈哈哈。我输了咯~ sad sad sad HAHAHA

龙眼啊龙眼。其实哦，荔枝是你在一岁的时候走失的双胞胎哥哥啦。当年龙爸龙妈生你们两小龙。你哥哥就hiao,乱乱跑，给个姓荔的家伙抱走了。你看你们~ 两兄弟一个姓龙一个姓荔好咩？所以咯，那天啊，我喝的荔枝水本来是龙眼水啦~它改姓而已^^ 它还是龙眼水~龙眼水龙眼水... 哈哈哈哈

马来西亚最年轻总裁~

最近很忙，要忙集团的大大小小事务。不然怎么做世界年轻级总裁~

GiliGulu之猫狗大战篇~

为什么狗讨厌猫？看到就追来追去？？？

其实~



















所以呢~














再来~

Giligulu小小黑

这条友叫小黑。妈的，随便跟它取个名而已。小黑，哪里懂那个地球转太阳一圈了它还是酱小只。不过很可爱啦，像小型狼狗酱~矮矮降。那个不懂是它哥哥还是弟弟。一样不会大的。哈哈哈！！

















凸(-_-)凸 表以为跳起来扮可怜我就放你出来。咬烂我鞋~给你醒下~

The Phenomena

Took A Walk

















With Some Random Shot

















Nice , Ain't it?

Losing Control

The chemicals weren't mixed properly .

Apparently, I lost control.

Everything was so not well.

I lost myself.

This is not me.

无聊的一天之乱乱玩scanner篇

今天，天气很热。打机又没心打。想睡又热到会烧死人降。就去冲个凉。看到scanner就拿来玩咯。我拿来scan咯，有scan SPM成绩咯，有scan脸咯。看那个scanner条那边慢慢的跑，giligulu降。几慢一下的哦！奶奶的，跑半天跑不完降。scan那个脸很像会随时烂掉降咯，你去看那种什么星际大战里面那些好人用镭射 jiu jiu jiu下，那些坏人烂掉咯。可是我还是拿来scan咯，看戏都有的吗~坏人中giap进复印机复印脸出来。


成绩单~






真的啦，哪里有骗你们~妈的，可是说真的表拿来scan脸哦！辐射到会中cancer的！我不敢了！

TAG TAG TAG!!!

1. Name the people you tagged. (10) -
bo. U wan kena tag jiu been tagged ady^^

2. Describe yourself in one word.
undescribable.

3. Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love?
that girl.

4. Have you ever loved someone before but never had the courage to tell him/her?
ada eh. behzai also.

5. How if people reject your confess face to face?
doesnt matter.Find other Kaki(:

6. God is giving u just 5 more minutes before going back to heaven, IF you love someone special, what will you say to that person?
Aku mau pergi vietnam work le. Dono when will be back..Dont wait me~_~

7. What will u say to a person who doesn’t want to believe u?
sad case.

8. Was ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
always been :(

9. Do you have something special with you all the time?
Hmm , ada (: kamulah~

10. Long distance love ?
Need skill.

11. Best place to cry.
Full with water~

12. Who do you love the most?
Keluargarrrrr~

13. Tell us of your dream last night?
Dream tiok you.

14. Ever hated someone so bad?
Got.Ah Louistan~ Cz he lanci me. Hate half year.. Brave brave say mah(:

15. The biggest & most hurtful lie you heard?
I kidnapped ur daughter!

16. The last person you had a beer with?
Porkz Clan member.

17. The last person you went to the movies with?
Porkz.

18. The last person you talked on the cell phone with?
Clan Lord =_=

19. The last person you hugged?
forgot jor.

20. The last person you yelled at?
RedTeaDao Chai. Cz he sit my concert seat >.<

21. In the last week have you kissed someone?
Ada.My pillow.

22. Think of the last time you were angry, why were you angry?
My mama. Cz she kacau me gaming ...Sowwie+_+ your zai tau salah liao.

23. If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
心想事成~_~ so everything i think will come true LOLL~

24. If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?
Iraq =_=

25. What you hate the most?
Emo-ing...

26. What would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
You eh.Hard xia :(

27. Five facts About Me :
.Lazy.
.havent wake.
.Lanci~_~
.NO use brain talk.
.Love Kawan.

28. Five things that scare me:
Ghost with long hair-_-
The chickenman saw-ing chicken in market.
ExammssSSS
Everyone Emo-ing.
Without you with me everyday ): sad case.

29. Two Songs Playing in My Head Lately:
开场白, crush~_~ because cakegirl's blog everyday " But I know this crush ain't going awayyyyeyaaayeeaaayeeeeyeaaeeaa" ~_~

30 . Five Things I treasure in my life:
Family
KawansS.
My IC.
My License.
Kamu...itu dia!

Lil' Kuan Piano Practice

Here I promise to let you see how lil Kuan practice in Home one day (:


sister is beside supporting ~


sorry for the poor recording bcz it's done by phone ):

听君一席话之老豆大炮篇

Today while we're having breakfast..my dad told me


You do everything is the same


Let's say, Study and Play Games..



See, when you just start to play Dota , those thing you not familiar with, need see and see again..after familiar with it, close eye also can buy apa apa you want


Study also the same, the 1st time u read the text,cant really understand.. so, need to see and see again...read through it again...after sometimes, close eye also can answer those questions..



If you love Gaming, why dont you love your books, your studies ? :)

Earth Hour

Earth Hour is an annual international event created by the WWF (World Wide Fund for Nature/World Wildlife Fund), held on the last Saturday of March, that asks households and businesses to turn off their non-essential lights and electrical appliances for one hour to raise awareness towards the need to take action on climate change. Based on an idea successfully executed in Thailand in 2005, it was pioneered by WWF Australia and the Sydney Morning Herald in 2007, and achieved worldwide participation in 2008.

Earth Hour will next take place on Saturday, March 28, 2009 at 8:30 pm, local time.


Well, lets see~



Sydney Harbour Bridge and Opera House Earth Hour




Google, my favourite Searching website
Earth Hour



vote earth~



I VOTE EARTH (:

Gili Gulu之反对党惟文篇~

哈哈哈，介绍下这个不懂哪里pop出来的朋友。

他叫 weiboon 惟文。form 2 还是 form3降我才认识他。每天都gili gulu什么都讲。讲女子，讲功课，讲aifm，讲bola,讲radio brand~ 几，这个人最喜欢arsenal.其它的可以buang了。在town看到人家穿M.U的衣会几不爽一下的咯。热爱历史~_~ , sejarah每次都拿80-90分, SPM历史没有拿A1会死掉。他长大后，要参加反对党，因为马X像o0o 。我们每天半夜斗看谁读书最耐...晚上泡kopi,SMS,听aifm,读书。最后读到PMR一起拿7A1B。都不懂读什么出来，那这种成绩:( 哈哈。晚上十二点radio有国歌，两条友站起来那边唱...像傻子降 >_< 去disc店，想买A片又不敢。去看阿PEk买两个那边笑。推来推去到最后没有买。一大早搭bus去打game，够傻吗？一打就六个小时。因为PMR完了没东西做...一起去Pustaka，读一点书，然后看报纸，看球盘。电话压压压开盘~_~小小学人家作bookie,没救了~ Form4给爸爸拉回老越..伤心咯，不懂怎样gili gulu又没联络，过后一年多降又SMS讲傻话，send SPM tips..send到乱。又比看谁迟睡。可以耐到4-5点早上，睡一个钟去读书。哈哈哈。SPM出炉，!@#$%^,两个一起拿7A，又来！哈哈，大致上还不赖~都有点不甘心，其实可以拿全A :P 爱arsenal球员，以前是Fabregas,现在是Nasri。好啦~不错有个降特别的朋友^^ 就介绍下咯

トライアングル ( triangle)

* Title: トライアングル
* Title (English): Triangle
* Format: Renzoku
* Genre: Mystery, suspense
* Episodes: 11
* Viewership rating: 12.3 (Kanto)
* Broadcast network: Fuji TV, KTV
* Broadcast period: 2009-Jan-06 to 2009-Mar-17
* Air time: Tuesday 22:00
* Theme song: Sayonara wa Iwanai by Oda Kazumasa

The series starts with the murder of a 10-year-old girl in 1984. 15 years later, after the case goes unsolved and passes the statute of limitations, a doctor named Goda Ryoji suddenly quits from his hospital and eventually becomes a detective. In 2008, he meets Sachi, a traveling artist in Paris, and shortly after Goda's return to Japan, he becomes involved in the expired murder case when another detective receives an anonymous phone call.

绑匪篇 之 一大早Sad Case

The morning I was busying with the documents for the scholarship. The phone rang and my dad said:去接，sure这里是珠宝公司。Hahah,my mum go and answered it.She stunned and called me: Oi lee, come~

ninino : hello?
Girl : 呜呜~爸，妈，快点来救我！
ninino :(Ghahahh! BINGO) hmm! 你等一下。(I went to my room)
ninino : 女儿，你在哪里？zomok？
Girl : 有人捉掉我！快点来救我！~ T_T
ninino : 你在哪里？
Girl : 我不能讲，他们要打我！
ninino : 你叫他们跟我讲，他们打你我打回他们。

The girl passed the phone to a Guy~

Guy : hello~ 啊！你怎样?(lcly)
ninino : 你们到底想怎样？(seriously)
Guy : 想怎样！哈，你说绑架还有想怎样?(loud voice)
ninino : 好，不用讲降多啦。开个价~
Guy : 开个价啊！好说！你觉得，这条人命值多少钱？(still lanci)
ninino : 他都不值钱~ 我孩子多的是，少一个表紧。你要杀随便你~ 给你，拿去~
Guy : 他妈的！操你妈B的祖宗十八代的！(this we call 老羞成怒)
ninino : 啊来，来操我妈B祖宗十八代~~

Duuuuu~ he cap my phone...sad case~ i still want to play ~_~


在这里希望大家不会降糊涂中toto~ 接这种电话不用客气的...this really happen to me GHAHAhA !! Kidnapper kidnapper~ woohoo

Definition Of SAD

Dat day we're lim-ing teh at Madli~ and we got enought cock talking right there..when we're talking if tomorrow the result come out we dint get any A ...then really sad..wth happen in muh mind? I said: really S.A.D ...Sorrow and Down...Pepek Kiong:true true true! sorrow and down! GHAHAHAH..everyone laugh and laugh for this new word~ that day onward..when we're gaming or wadever, anything happen we'll type...S.A.D uii~ another word created by cb Louis..."Sad Case" ahahah~ our gaming character dead: sad case sad case ~ wtf! (:

Currently ):

That's so much feel isolated and alone ): iM sad

AmeLIA'S PosT

This is Amelia Sim the Prettiest In M'sia .
Yeah WHY WHY WHY???






WHY is Amelia Here In My Post???



Because~~~~~~


HAHAH sorry AMelia but ~~ I've Write A Post About you
at last~ ^^




p/s: Hit it to have a clear view on it (:

SOHO Night~

So, JeenYan had his farewell gathering at Soho Irish Bar & Bistro


And Yes, Kawans Had A game with this one and it cost for RM3 per match (:
(: Loser Paid The Match, teehee :)

And this is the Main, Absolute Vodka..
kawans ordered it and it cost for RM230..
Wad can I say : Kik Kik Kik (: Nice One!
Percentage To Get Drunk : 40%

Oops, The total expenses For the Night is~~ RM500++
Wooohooooo~ Kik-nya...耐玩 =p

Monkeyman 振扬 · 梁 (:

This Is A Very Very Special Post for you MONKEYMAN~ Leong Jeen Yan ~one of my kawan (:
He's leaving soon to Australia~ Woohoo BON VOYAGE 振扬·梁 ~Do well there and do miss us =p ~Cyah~


p/s: monkeyman is added for fun only~

Itu Dia~!!!

Hari Ini Hari Jadi
DICK KUAN MING WEI!!
:)HAPPY ____BIRTHDAY!!(:

THE DAYYY

Hmm , guess wad...i found that it's damn Fuuunnnn playing with all those gadgets thingy in the blog~_~ LOL...now i suppose to be at imperial working with kawanS...but i missed it~ Damn damn damn..i dont know the time actually, just heard that: oi! tomorrow night time work oh! NIGHT TIME!!! hmm, soo, i took a nap until 5 something and online~ Lester pm-ed me: WEI, YOU DIN GOOO WORK!! huh wad time? not night time?? 4.30 AHHH~ !! WAD WAD WAD!!! ...yeah they assume 4.30 =NIGHT TIME...muh bad ~ i should ask before the day...Kawans, next time..night time > 6something okayy~ hmmm~ Anyways, i still got thingy to do after i missed out the work!! hehehe, shhhh, dont tell anyone ****** =P

Boring-Jaidus

Damn i've been mushrooming for about 2 months and it gonna continue for about 3 more months~ i'm totally infected by this virus called BORING-JAIDUS...BOOHOOOO !!! anyways this is the 1st post and i'm not sure whether i'll go for the second post !! Tata ~